Forever and Always

As I lie in bed not a feeling in my soul
I feel in my heart, a great big hole
My fear and depression slowly tearing me apart
And I feel the box quickly gripping my heart
I've made up my mind, this must be done
I'm going to go and forever be gone
I stand up tall
For a longer fall
I feel the rough knot, of rope around my neck
A quick kick and a loud snap
But then I stop for I can see
I have found happiness that you give me 
A happiness known, as the thing of love 
I see you below and see you above 
All the depression and fear takes flight like a dove 
I love you more than most can believe 
And for this, I'll never leave
Forever I'll stay and love you always 
So I don't feel as empty as an asylum hallway
I've found the one I'll love forever 
The one I'll be happy with through countless endeavors