Fragile

 I break my own heart trying to protect people from the demons inside. I tell them I need space but the truth is I really need cleansing so that I dont have monsters that hide. Even though they look at me as the monster when I am only trying save them from the darkness in my heart and in my brain but they dont notice that, they just sit there and act like I like causing them pain. When im the one dying crawling in a hole because im trying to find my old innocent soul but wait but wait thats not the same right instead of cheating or some shit im trying to make it right. Im not leaving them for someone else im taking time to fix myself. Some of them were not right for me though. At first they were cool but they had a insane side on the low. I know its my fault though for letting the dark side get at me but it sometimes I run and it catches me. Im not evil I have a little bit of issues that people cant see. I'm not what everyone expects me to be. Im just a little lost child trying to fill the hole in my heart be careful if you touch it its fragile dont let it fall apart