FreeGrowth.

I wanna grow
I wanna change lives and not only change flows
I wanna inspire and not only change clothes
I wanna grow.

I want freedom and clarity
and enough money to donate to charity 
I just want to help out
cause now I'm up in school and all I do stress out
I feel like I'm just wasting my time
while the others sit in class doing just fine
I feel like I'm throwing my life away
I sit in ecos and waste away
and really the only reason why I stay
I don't wanna hurt nobody 
and be a disappointment 
and face the brink of unemployment 
but I get excellent grades hardly
I wish y'all could see what goes on in my mind
I fight and I struggle only to later find
that I'm just standing still
in conversations about how we will
buy all these clothes 
and switch all these hoes
but if I do will it be worth it?
will I get a girl and lose her all cause I just can not focus
but aye, I don't really know.

I guess I just kinda wanna grow
and not just keep changing these flows
and buying new phones
I just really wanna grow 

so give me the freedom to live
and do what I love and see 
how much of me
I'll give
I wanna grow in the beauty of the art
cause it matches the frequency 
of my soul and my heart
and with I speak coherently
to the point like a dart.
just let me be free 
in my honesty 
cause honestly 
I could pure out my feelings to you like it's just me and me
I'm not saying that I'm a G
I'm just saying I'm cool
and maybe I don't like school
cause it puts me out my element
but that doesn't make me a rebel kid.
this is the heartbreak diary
neglected by society
I mean my steez is hella killer yet I still struggle with anxiety.

I just wanna grow.
into my inner self
tap into my inner wealth
I just wanna grow.
 
and not pie over girls I can't have
as if being alone were so bad
the way that these people laugh
it's like a own a temple but they treat me like the staff
and yeah compared to the other rappers I'm probably half
but the better
because my love the art and I you plainly cannot sever
just let me be free to let my energy 
shine
and feel the chakras from my spine
got my kundalini 
and my hair so long that I don't need a beanie
my merkabah activated as I am the leader of this kingdom 
and one of our important laws, is having that creative freedom.