Friend and love

I asked myself what is it that i dream of when i lay awake at night 
And i recall shattered friendships maimed out of desire for something more 
I wish for peace and grant myself nothing in hopes of clarity but deprived wants only lead to more pain 
Im told that time makes it easier time makes us warmer but I feel cold 
How do you press foward when a step too far is the step you cant help but to take 
In closing I think its something that works itself perhaps without reason or rhyme and thats why I cant make it work 
When is love right and not a crime