Friends

The awkward laughs
The uncomfortable stares
Is it just in my head
Or do people not like me?

I haven't talked in so long
In fear, they won't accept
So I prolong goodbyes
And I won't see them again

I put my head down
And only frown as I drown
Counting till I break down
Because they stole my crown

After so long
Why do I reject?
Pity, I suspect