Fully Aware.

It's hard to grow up
To face fears 
To alter your horizons 
To flourish, to rise. 

I'm looking for a start button 
To press with iron fist hands 
I want to correct the agenda 
And pierce the veil of trust. 

You see 
I'm a crusader 
A man of my word 
I might feel half alive 
But I'm fully aware 
Of life. 

The direction I chose 
Wasn't the best one 
I need to choose a pathway 
Of justice and honour. 

My heart has been jolted a few times 
Like an electrical current hitting the rain 
I want to move on 
And I want to grow old gracefully.