Future

I’m waiting just to wake up on a day with out the stress. I’ve made things hard for myself not being at my best. I’ve really hit a bottom that has clouded all my mind. Mistakes that can’t be taken back not sure what I will find. Waking up on a empty road with nothing in return. I’m cooking in the sunlight I can feel the burn.  I really want to change what my mind has just become. It’s all the old things inside of me that make me want to run. I never really could let go the past has haunted me. I’m still searching to unlock my brain just haven’t found that key. I’m walking down a empty path. Can’t find myself or solve the math. It’s so crazy to just look back. It’s like a football player getting sacked. Not gaining any yards just losing them. Always looking back to where they’ve been. It’s hard to say what to do. But I’m still trying to make it through.