To Get Away

I really can't stand him
I wish we never met
I hate that I stayed
when I could have just left
I blame my self for my misery
being to weak to walk out
I'm trapped behind his doors
someone please hear me shout
when I stop and think, shrug
I really don't know
I feel the closer we get
the more controlling he becomes
I start to be scared
to just be myself
pray I'd learn to get prepared and
remove all my emotions from the shelf
yet I'm still afraid
so unfortunaly here I stay
forever in such distress
one day I'll get away or
so I guess

Written By: Starlight Mason (Alien Artform)