Given Up

I wanna apologise
For the way I'm acting
But I'm not sorry

I want you to realize
I can't feel anything
There's nothing inside of me

I've given up
I'm done trying
I don't know if I'm sad
Because I'm no longer dying
I don't know if I'm mad
Because I'm no longer crying

I know exactly why
I'm too broken
I've been hurt
Time and time again

I guess it's better this way
Because I can't feel anything
Within me
If I'm happy I'm faking
If I'm laughing you're mistaking

Because
I've given up
On everyone I know
If they don't want me
Than I'd rather they go
I'm used to the pain of the heart
It doesn't matter if you try
To tear me apart

I won't even bother to keep you close
If you leave, I won't care
You probably, won't even remember me
Anyway

I've given up
On the people
Who say they care about me
I've given up
And don't know how 
To be sorry