Giving up

I can't explain the feelings inside it hurts so bad I just wanna die so afraid of go on and live my life torn apart from a world that's so unkind sometimes I just wish that I could run and  hide but its hard to leave when you can't find the door can't hold on to these feelings I have stored so hard not to be lonely when you are so bored please take me far away from this place dear lord what did I do to deserve this just cut the cord I don't want be here anymore I know this sounds selfish but it hurts to the core every days seems cloudy and when it rains it pores to many tears have fallen on to many floors
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