Giving up on the world

I want to leave this
dreary cruel world behind.
Day by day
giving up another part
of its monuments.
Already I have lost its moon 
Tonight the stars will fade one by one.
No more the pure white of its soul
as snow falls over meadow and dell.
Its purple blazed hills 
in the desert distance
will fade into grassless plains.
For the world has given up on me
It has taken my mother and father
My brother and sister even my lover.
I now give it myself
Cell by cell of my body
It takes them in silence.
Like the scattered leaves
From an autumn tree
In the wind.
Leaving only a skeleton 
of its summer beauty.
I now lie looking at the fading sky
As the world takes yet 
another part of me.
Flowing its late autumn 
sunshine nuzzling at my neck
with its tender warmth.
As if to try to make things 
right between us.