A Glowing Loneliness

Sometimes, I feel that i am alone and gone in a moan,

but then i got my senses back and 

realized to be bounded with a bond of love.

Even i was never been alone

from last two years as my mind 

and me always kept on talking to her heartly.

But then i thought whom she is ??

She is my angel who 

always cheers me up and 

made me tied up with her 

even in my sadness and grief.

Actually i always considered myself 

so weak and alone, don't know why 

but really then my heart says; 

"i am soo afraid of trusting and loving 

anybody else again and don't want to be 

a part of this horrible big bang world".

Then  there we both faced the reality,

that everyone should go through it

being a human to lead a desirable life.

But when i look back, 

i feel that this bond would neither

be broken nor get shaken.

"But still i fear a lot." 

And when i am satisfied now,

that i would not be alone ever

then only i will be "GLOWN FOREVER".!!!