GOD > Music

Been a while since I've had the time to sit down and write
Barely Studying yet I always have the time to go grab a bite 
Always working, playing ball, tennis, running laps 
Or just taking simple rounds
With.. Music blasting in my ears
Headphones tune out all the chaos and lavish sounds
Whether it's at home, the park, gym or wherever...you guys know the routine
It takes all the pain away and makes me feel so happy, so serene
From listening to Eminem's- "Not Afraid" to even some Outkast- "so fresh, so clean"
how about another legend category some Michael Jackson "I'm bad" oh "Billy Jean" 
All are upbeat and have that dancing tempo
At times they just give me that special time to vent tho 
It makes me want to write more , grab some paper sharpen my pencil 
I make sure the story relates to other people 
It's constant feelings stuck in my mind could be cerebral, could be mental
But I always turn to God and repent full, especially when I am confused, angry, or even a bit resentful
I sit down pray and take a deep breath
Appreciating everyday not knowing if or when I will be facing death
Could be hard at times but I must stay strong
Talk with him through his word and through his song 
Through Gospel I am at peace and I lift my hands
Forgive and forget just let go Let God ..know my struggles and know that he truly understands
Am I doing something wrong? not doing one or more of his simple commands
Need to read the Bible a lot more it's been a while since I've sat down read and use it
Need to study the book and apply it to my life so I can keep the connection 
Cause at the end of the day God has the all the answers that I can't find in my music