Goodbye

Terrified
I am absolutely terrified.  
Vulnerable
I let my defense down.  
Gullible
I wanted so much to believe
Stupid.  
I guess now im your clown.  
Agony
the rage inside my belly
from getting punked again.  
Beside myself
The pool of tears, the chocolate and a friend.
Why did i expect so much?
Words are simply words.  
Grief stricken, now i beg for peace.
This shit is for the birds.  
Options?
I have plenty.
Did you think I'd be alone?
The problem isn't lack of choice,
its how I miss you when your gone!
Liar.
Yep I've lied to you,
and you have lied to me.
Now we have a standoff,
so what's it gonna be?
I miss you,
but its bearable.
I just wanted you to know.
I want the very best for you,
and with that now I go.  
Please know I'll always love you,
you own that piece of heart.
I hope we find true happiness,
even if it is apart.