Goodbye

You said your goodbye was harmless but it affected me for years. It crushed my bones of my inner core but I fought back all the tears. 
It would complicate the remedy of how my mind was played and combine with a constant bang that you couldn’t ever take away
It would bruise me black and blue it would enable me with rage and from the beginning of this war you could only rattle my cage
Your goodbye was basically from hello how are you to your compulsive lies and your mindset games that ends with everything but truth. Now don’t despair a simple fact you didn’t seem to get because when you’d rain your drown me down with nothing but regret. 
I’m dead inside but you’ll never know unless you dig within but your minds not soft nor is your heart so live your loveless life just get. 
Although we had some good times you set me from the start and pulled your wrath of controlling storms which drifted me apart 
Again you thought that your goodbye wouldn’t seem to get me down then you wished me dead so you’ll be congratulated as you spread my ashes on the ground.