Goodbye to some dreams I once had

I know that time has passed , i must accept
Say goodbye, but oh how ive wept
Change is normal, part of life
I must move forward
I must let go
But I just need a moment to feel the grief for the children I will never know
The ones i dreamt id one day meet
To add to my family, it was my dream you see
A home full of children, you and me
Two blessings received and oh so grateful i am
But there were others i dreamt of, others not here
My body is changing, my fears becoming real
Time is against me, change is near
A part of my life to which i must now say goodbye
Not sure if im ready, but time just flys
So if I stare as you walk by
If my eyes seem to rest on your swollon belly
I mean you no harm
Im just trying to say goodbye
To a time in my life, a girl I once knew
Some dreams that she had that will never come true
Its now time for change, a brand new me
Goodbye to that girl
Accept a different kind of birth
To the women I ve become
To new dreams i ll make
It is not the end, it is just a change in me.
Accept it and move on
But i must first say goodbye
To the young girl i once was, and the dreams that have gone
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sad write but to say goodbye to those feelings takes a brave woman and life is about more tina x
Thanks Tina, ya when i read it back it sounds SO sad :/ I have SO much to be thankful for in my life two brill sons, health, work, interests friends and a partner.
However the young girl in me thought i would marry and live happily ever after and have a big family, would knows if i had of got my dream, id be nuts by now with a lot of kids running around... lol. and a grumpy husband to look after to boot.. lol..
Grass on the other side and all that Tina. Thanks for your comments and your so right, more to life. xx
If my mother had listened to her doctor I would not be here... We know not what the map of our life has planned out for us... Whatever happens, live for the moment and enjoy all the love you bathe within...
Peace and love always...
Thanks John, and you are so right, we should live in the moment :) My story is a long one, however i have two sons who are my blessings and for whom i am grateful for everyday of my life, so i have litte to complain about :)
Thank you for you kind comment, and so glad your mother did nt listen to the doctors. :)
Change in dream can be reality when observed from close at least for that moment.Hopr the dreams take away the present happiness,when they can bring remembrances .....happenings or just assumptions of mind.
In her case she was sad and liked the change which gave her dream followed by time to say goodbye for her dreams of her children whom she has not met ,family.and a girl to show her that dreams ever come true.Dream has brought her a change to say goodbye and wait for a new dream.....
nice poem I like it.