grasping light.

I begged for light in the darkness,
As i fought against demonic times,
Treachery curated kind,
Alone within the shadows,
Of my mind,
Victoriously wishing climb,
Downwards fall,
Took it all away,
Mute and material stray,
Nothing empty ,
Ever banished soul,
I hide away,
Until this day,
A fall further than before,
Everything fractured,
Pieces scattered across the floor,
Was then a light shone through ,
The shell that bound me tight,
Had cracked open allowing light,
It's glimmer seeping from the depths of my skin,
Escaping deaths inside,
I ripped open my chest baring my heart,
From that day the wave's were stark,
But within my own light steered by ship to park,
In deepest water,
Only shallow seen,
My soul was replenished,
Forever baring clean,
Over rippling tides within lifes rides,
I float in waters calm,
No more anguish within my baring arm,
Grasping light with all my might,
To never except the darkness,
The horrified suffering,
Alone in the darkness,
Trapped within my own skin,
never allowing the darkness back in.