Guilt Trip
Homeward bound on this train
Rain against the window pane
Inside I am crying
No-one knows I feel like dying
Why did I have to go ?
When they all needed me so
Should have been with my family
Hope they will understand me
Should have been there at the end
Not trying to pretend
Life isn't always fair
No greater could be my despair
Strength of character is the key
I do hope that they will see
With them was where I should have been
Not day after day working like a machine
But not to be there at that time
All alone, the guilt is mine
They'll forgive, God willing!
But I couldn't bear the suffering
I hope that I can repair this mess
And all the associated stress
This journey is passing by
Faster than the blink of an eye
Then I can make amends
On their love that depends
A death of one so very dear
I wish my journeys end was near !
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sad richard and a lot feel that when working too hard that they neglect their loved ones good write tina x
I never have I hope. Just sad that my brother couldn't be there due to work when my dad died x
he must be in turmoil but im sure your dad would have understood if that was your brothers life and he has to let go of the guilt somehow.i feel for him all the best tina x
He named his son after our dad ! It is hard being there day after day seeing suffering.I feel so deeply for those who are in this position now. We will find ways of curing cancer and other illnesses through medical research which I support x