He is leaving

after all that oxygen i've been breathing
by that time for him my heart has never stopped beating
suddenly receiving current news from a friend worth meeting
those terrible words that i had never would have visioned
"He's leaving"
i wished, prayed, hoped and thought
how will i go through this all?
my heart and mind still takes him as a blessing and more
but never thought i would have this time when i have no choice
how am i suppose to spell "Us" without "U"
living in the past is all i can now do
you were the only person in my mind
i do not know what to do now
but if one of us had to change their life
i might as well pack my bags and commit suicide
because my life would be worthless, that's how i feel inside
i will never bring back a smile
because of him leaving, brings a lot of emotions i can't hide
i hope God gives us time
to remind myself that you are still mine
for now i'll be sitting by the far end corner, weeping
picking up the broken shuttered pieces, sweeping
preparing for the worst because you are leaving!
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Vanessa! Â This is a very sad and emotional write. Â In every line you have added another degree of pain and anguish to the impending departure of the one who is leaving. Â Time has a way of giving you strength and endurance for those things that you can change. Â
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Great write!!! I feel the pain
Hello Vanessa...
Great write!
Can feel the feelings...
Thank you for sharing...
If we never heard the word suicide again and people could realize we are not here by accident...
To take our own life over someone we probably should nothave been with anyway...
Never will make any sense to me...
Hugs...
sparrowsong
Hey Vanessa!!..........I agree with all of the above comments..........you've done an outstanding job of serving up the pain and the struggle here...........well done my friend...........smiles..........T xo