He won't know

          I don’t think that he will ever understand what his actions did to her , she's afraid of 

          everyone now, even people she knows won’t hurt her. He said it was her fault, that what he did 

         was down to her and that she should have gone along with it because "she started it". she didn’t want to 

         and she kept telling him that but every time she said to stop he would just say "I know you like it". she

        didn’t. He tried ,more than once, to have sex with her. she said no then she left.she can still feel his 

        touch all over her body and no amounts of scrubbing can erase the memory -but little does he know that

      everything that she does is to keep her off the streets, she's got a son and that's part of the appeal as if it's a           sign to him "she's up for it;she won't mind"but she still has her beautiful mind that will never let him know how

       much he has affected her but he was completely in control after all she needed him. He was God to her, he                                            chose whether to keep  the baby alive or not. she was trapped.