a heart thats no longer worth breaking

I give you the true  heart of mine  even though  I have not owned it very long  for my old heart  was   black and not  full  always part empty  missing something   cold dark and blue .. over  time  I got use to those feelings  and thought any  feeling  of  love  I felt was full and true ...  oh but I look back and  view  how wrong I was  I see what I thought  I had felt  and thought  was  false   from hope  cold  dark  black and  blue . I know this now    I never  cared nor wanted to  open my heart  to any one fully  before .  I never  really wanted real true love  in my heart until I loved you   dash  dot dot     dot  dash      dot dot dot    dot dot dot dot