her

a gift from the heavens trusted to me i honor what my father has giving  for he is truly our saver and this is something more important then anything known to anybody or thing with a soul and just excisting ,i will protect this with everything if so doing i die this is a what the lord has lend to me the gift im borrowing the gift of creating  life growing inside me..now here is the blessing god has shared with me pushing what he needs of me now heres my baby my precious angle ,,,,tiny i feed to her what what is feed on naturaly ,,,i feel connection and responsablity nothing is taken her away from me here are such times when shes walking and talking i protect her the world is crazy now the lord has tested me hes taking back the blessing that was inside of me the pain that accurrd while having her the years i spent giving her acknowledgment i never would of done this to fall in love with the part of me that was so special if i knew she was going to leave we took gods son so he took my baby but really was his child im blessed he let her come down but now this car took her away from me and the drunk driver didn't  know i wasn't ready to let her go my precious angle dancing on gods cloud now will god come take me back home to i don't know what to do this is hurting me not to see her i feel connected and i don't want that breaking down here im drowing in my tears im living to die i don't believe in my life with out her nothings right i see this world different it colder i want to hold her its warm and happy when she laughing there is no more of this god i know i was chosen to bare this child and give her life but its always sad i cant lie im very mad i just want my baby back or let me dance up with her please ......r.i.p. skyler loriann ray mommy will see you one day i love you baby im sorry