Her or Him

So you're sorry that you said that for show
I don't need to read into that lie I'm calm
 I'm not jealous of your bullet holes
I don't judge the Band-Aids you used to fix them 
I'm fine not stressed or obsessed
I don't need your insecurities help
 I know you might need it but 
I can walk alone
 you live life like you live with your ghost
Your laugh is a trigger
 your smile is a riot
 you're mind could be a symphony
 but your thoughts are hurricane
 I was a light in my own life 
but your hands are ballerinas 
and sucked wind into my pipes
You're a cliche 
of a stone in the wrong place 
​​​​​​you're a thorn covered in the hearts of roses you still cry and bleed over blank canvases see we were childhood friends that were past life lovers but I got seasick
 cause you're scent upset my feelings
I guess I did you a favor
 recognizing you're an unfinished gold congratulations you can brag about it 
don't get mad all things come to an end seriously break down and say Amen 
I know you don't want to hear it 
maybe you don't want the truth
 but this isn't going nowhere 
so let's just forget it
 before we say some stuff
 will both end up regretting