"Her or Me? You Choose"

Here we are again

For she has chosen her over me

It always seems to happen that way

She tells me that she needs her and that she will be sick without her

And all i can do it cry

I don't understand why she is better than I

She will be gone for hours just to go and find her

For i am sitting at home still wondering why...

She always seems to put her fist

All her money,time and love goes to her

Always...

She lies to me about her

She gets the upper hand form her

She thinks that she will never disappoint her

That she is always going to get what she wants

That out of this world feeling

Sometimes she never wants to come back down

And when she does she just runs right back to her for more

And her name is Crystal...

Crystal Meth

And She....

She was my mother