Here we go again. Hate going through all of this Cancer Limbo and Pain

Here we go again.
Hate going through all of this cancer limbo and pain

Here we go again,
It's the same cancer this time in my lungs,
Growing abnormally so.
As I’ve over a 100 others,
And not one of them have grown.
15 days being ill in Egypt.
15 days of no weed,
15 days for my cancers rebirth to try and spread to my brain.
I’m too strong though,
I’ll defeat anything,
No matter the strength of the forces against me,
Causing others grief,
Causing me pain.
I’ve been fighting for 20 years already,
I'm a cancer veteran.
For 20 years,
 we’ve been battling,
Hopefully not 20 years in vein.
But then i remember,
this is all part of my joker cards game.
I'm here on this earth,
To deliver my own message.
To give you a tale of will power,
That's led me on this path.
To tell you how it’s me,
Not my cancer,
That’ll be having the last and final laugh.
I’m determined to beat it once more.
Cleansing it from me,
Washing it down the plug hole in the bath.
I’ve still plenty of living left,
My cancer will never break me,
Or leave me split in half.
Bring on what you like,
As he who first brings the laughs,
With me?
Will always,
 Laugh last.