He's gone

You can shed tears that he’s gone or smile because
He live,  you might close your eyes but he’ll never be back,
Or might open them and see him walk away with his angels
You might close your eyes and cherish the great things you’ve heard
With him or watch his soul falls apart.
My dear soul mate,
He was just a stranger to others although to me
His devotion, his feelings and emotions
Swept right through me like the Pacific Ocean
For a while in his life he loved me sweetly
And it broke my fellow heart completely,
As our love found its road to meet truth but he was token away
From me and left me alone sometimes I hear
His voice but never see his face, his heart was as beautiful
As the valleys and the waterfalls along on those rocks crystal shiny.
Now I am terrified thinking, if he was here he would be our room
At the prow of the house, he would pause on the stair way to hear my
Footsteps and would switch on the lights in order to see my smile and
Feel my pains, he was meters away when he was next to me
Kilometres away when he was at work now he is miles away because he is in
Heaven, a place pure white like clouds.
His birthdays came and went without a card
Every night I would see his face on the deep blue sky
When I realise I cannot let him go
Deep inside I still love him, despise the words I said about him but
To me he is gone but not forgotten.