hide behind the mask

As I get hurt

From the past I so hard

To show the world that im a soldier

So I act like im ok

I smile at everyone

And they fall for the smile

I ask myself

What price do I have to pay

For the lies I show

But some can see my pain

So I hide behind a mask

And everyone forgets im around

So I slowly fade into the background

And I sink slowly into a hold

A hole of depression

And I sit there in my

Thoughs 

Maybe one day

Maybe someone will give me the reason

A reason to remove the mask

I pray for the mask to be moved but I don’t wish it not

To my enemy so I wear the mask