His name

Drowned by past choices and fears, I died before breath had even left my body

The numbness from the pain of being wrong paralyzed me from my mind down to my soul and let's not forget my spirit

I was wounded so my wounds in my mind would never heal

What was I to do?

It seemed like every choice I made was mostly like playing the lottery (I lose)

I was gambling with my future because I wasn't content with my reality

That maybe just maybe this wasn't life being over for me but it was clarity

I wanted to do so many things, help so many people, even start a charity but somehow I lost my way so I became the charity case

I would hide from any challenges that I would face because I couldn't face the vicious words of people

I know it's silly, but really I'm sure we've all been through the same

But along the way I found help and Jesus is his name