Hold This Back

A smile, a laugh it can hold may things back
But it won’t hide this feeling I have for you
Why can’t it hide this, just like it hides my tears?
 
Hold this back, hold this back I don’t want to feel this
This feeling is going to kill my heart, and hurt me more
Hold this back, so I can stop have a panic attack
So please hold this back, I just don’t want to feel this
 
A smile, holds back my pain, the so called “twinkle” in my eyes
holds back my tears
It can hold those back, but why won’t it hold back this feeling
 I’m getting when I’m with you?
 
Hold this back please, I don’t want to feel this
Its going to put me in more pain than I already am
It’s slowly killing my heart, its slowly haunting me
Hold this back, hold back this feeling
I can’t stand it, so please hold back this feeling.