Holding On

I was thinking about you, missing you, loving you

Hoping all is well and good, at this time in your life

I think of you everyday, and miss your sweet smile,

your beautiful face, your elegant body, and

your playful ways

Whatever happened between us, and things that

went wrong, have passed us

I relish in the real closeness we had in the beginning

Wow! I mean we were out of control, in love

The bonds we shared, the oneness of us

You and I, only one being, separated only by

the necessities of our gender

God, I miss you and love you

I really have to go now, my eyes are swelling up,

and the tears are running down my cheeks

I remember at times when we were so happy with

each other, we would wipe away each others tears of joy

Before I go, I want you to know I'm watching over you

And some day when I'm up in Heaven, and God

thinks you are ready

He will send me down, to take you by the hand, and lift you up

We'll travel up to Heavens Gate, together

And live in an Angelic realm