Holy Hell

These Demons have a hold on me something terrible… They take my mind when I’m awake.  They bind my thoughts in the Mid-Night hour.

There is no rest for a heart that can’t rescue the repressed mind.

I have no memories, there in emptiness lies all that I have.

A tear holds all the love in the world that was left for me.

A Broken heart manages the feelings that create the being that is me.

A desolate room is where this shattered pump is held in cold captivity.

I must acquiesce to this loneliness that is the ocean I drown in.

Everyone around me has gone, and I can’t blame the brave ones who’ve tried for to happiness they only want to return.

This last dance is all that I hold here in my dreams.

Standing there in the midst of a fire that is hell, I’m an ornament decorated in celestial beads, and crystal jewels, silver necklaces and borrowed blues.

The tail of my train is the greatest flame that you’ve ever seen, an orange flame blazing on blue heat.

This final dance is the last time that I and destiny shall ever meet.

Before I am swept away like dust with Hell’s Angels.

One time for Satan, will I beg of thee to surrender this eternal damnation that surrounds my life.

The Ghost that haunts all that is pure and good and true,

The Phantom that relishes in my nightmares

How many more will walk away, before I must admit defeat.

How many more will God rebuke before I will lay at the Devils Feet

Something Holy come take me away, piece together my heart, and create me over again.

Make me reborn with a smile that is my owns, and love that belongs to everything I touch.

Give me hills that for me will always be bountiful and green, a land made of milk of honey, paved in Gold.

Bless my skin that it may never age, and happiness is a one story book, that never turns a new page.

Lace me in Heavenly designs, and put a harp in my hand. Give to me all that will make up a heart that will never know hurt.

Undo every wrong

Hear this sinners prayer, strip me of Hells gown and give me everything that was promised to me…

Don’t leave me by and by

And I won’t hide by the Nile

Just Take me Away, Take me Away….