Holy Matrimony

Floor scores and seven Flails  ago 
where does a thief go 
just trying to stay below eye level 
eyes redder then the damn devil
 attempted to sell my soul 
but satan asked me for doe
times tick by 
no matter how bad I want it all to slow memories keep adding up 
I’ve had enough of everything 
married to my addictions 
minds messed up 
just another one of my afflictions 
dressed up
inspirations disappear in broad daylight despite my desire 
quit questioning my destiny 
definitely defying the definition of desperate pleading for an angel or two to crash into me in the middle of the avenue
 beating broads till they’re black and blue
 no boo no ones gonna run to your rescue 
I’ll run into your residence 
reaching for your revenue 
walking directly in the path of oncoming traffic trappin hard on the boulevard 
born a retard and just got dumber 
life’s a bummer when you can see your future in a dumpster 
done dealing with nonstop bullshit 
trying hard to hit the bullseye 
arriving instantly at an abrupt end 
ignoring all the boring shit 
tho it’s the important shit
you illiterate cunts can’t quite comprehend 
Cause you pretend 
condescending looks reach my optics recommending a reconciliation 
wasting away 
looking for a place to to stay 
every day there’s another demon to slay 
fuck the Democratic Party 
unless they’re pouring Bacardi 
and blowing o rings into the ozone layer 
lung cancer creeping in 
stealing the keys again 
all out of inspiration 
sweating out last night
 you could get high as a kite off my perspiration 
under intense investigation
 rules get ridiculed by fucking fools 
wrecking tomorrows today 
taking every breath away 
respiration’s no reservations required resources falling over raging waterfalls
 wars waging relentlessly 
right inside my crazy cranium 
radioactive insights 
invite
 inappropriate ideas to invade my insecure mind 
involving my spine as well as my spirit
 I’ll spit and piss right into the winds direction see these people become unpredictable
 facing desperation 
deleting problems 
suppressing the past 
possessed by infinite possibilities
 depression seems to set in as soon as comfort does 
consciously committing to forget insignificant factors 
that will definitely develop into failures
 hurt and heartbreak 
hold on during an earthquake 
for heavens sake 
posted up at hell’s gate 
selling schwag shake 
confident 
I can confiscate 
your whole soul at any time 
best of luck to anyone attempting to attack my back 
like a bitch with a knife 
legitimate negligence 
unexpected expectations 
no reservations required 
rewound requests suggest you seek the best
 I bet I’m blessed 
not lucky 
but it’s likely your slut is salivating waiting to suck me 
like A perverted prom date 
constantly staring at constellations conversations covering all the bases 
cancer in all stages 
concentration is completely condensed
 into a few places 
premonitions couldn’t be more incorrect intellect is often an inconvenience 
experience is expensive 
especially if it’s unstable 
I’m an unstoppable 
obstacle obsessed with defiance 
requiring a firing squad 
taking cheap shots at an individual in denial of survival 
searching for something miraculous 
everything escapes my grasp 
I gasp in unholy horror
 hunting for more to explore
 I cannot explain humanities painful painting panting in pursuit of truth 
Lies Littered along the pathway 
I might make it if I get through today 
It took me a while to get where I’m at 
And accept who I am 
I sleep well now