Hopeless Hope
Did I cross your mind today?
Did you think of me when you listened to our song?
Did you think of me when you saw those pretty touched lips
Reflecting in the mirror?
When you looked at your phone,
Was it me,
Who was on there?
Smiling on your screen?
Do you remember,
The last time we spoke?
I said I love you.
And you said goodbye.
I’m still waiting for you,
To say to me:
“My girl.
I’ve missed you.”
I hope you realize,
That we could be
Together still.
Despite of what happened.
But what am I hoping for?
This hopeless hope,
For you to come back to me,
When you’ll really never come, will you?
I have to tell you,
I think you’re pretty.
You’re pretty mean.
For living life as if I’m invisible.
You know I love you.
And I know you left me.
But did you really have to do this?
Break my heart into pieces?
I love you.
But I hate you .
I want you.
But I really don’t.
You broke my heart.
Or did I break my own?
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Comments
So much pain in this write. An emotional read. Heartbreak can leave us wanting and yet bitter which you managed to portray well in this pieceÂ
Wow Tamara. I enjoyed this one a lot. Such a deeply personal and emotional write. I think we can all relate with that torn feeling "I love you, but I hate you" such pain when others dont love us back. I'm not here to offer advice because that's unethical from a random on the web. All I want to say is I wish you peace and comfort, perhaps your true happiness is just lying right around the corner... smiles. I enjoyed this one a lotÂ
Thank you :)