Hopes, Dreams, and Wishes

I hope...
one day I'll be able to cope
with the idea of not having you completely .
dreams are rare for me
but when they're present its only of
thought to hold you again...
then the devil wakes me up
and the darkness continues to beat me...
I wish my heart stood in my chest
and not wedged with no air underneath me...
My loves so strong it can rip a phone book in half.
The sadness in me puts the pen through the paper,
i split a notebook in half.
If I'm a dollar you rip that dollar to two
aim to make one happy then kill another
so whats that dollar to you...
My passion's without a cap.
Now see, I'm throwing signals at you
but you got half the vision of a bat.
I'm reaching out to you
and you act like you're plastered
in the dark with prescription glasses that have a crack.
My hearts turning black and blue
but you could care less
because you don't want anyone attacking you
for the choices you make but the choices you make
break my hopes, dreams, and wishes
my hopes, dreams, and wishes...