Horror of silence

Silence is killing me but i cant cast away
I have to face it nor can i run away
Alone i have to face noone to help
 

Laughter in my ears, scary my eyes
Devil above child but noone cries
Stronger the child, fading is devil
Following the God discarding evil.

Music is soft but i am afraid
Softer the tone more i am gone 
In the dark place all i am alone
Can i avoid it or it will fall apart?
Loving the body avoiding depart.

All that remains is the spirit 
Leaving body going in solence!
I will be gone but i will come
To fulfill my will which are not done.