how?

the set of eyes on me 

are not soft nor happy

but lustful and angry

before i knew what was 

happening hands were on my skin 

pulling me away from my life

 from everything i had ever known

i see bright light my body hurts in this way i had never felt 

 now all i could think was how long 

my mother would blame her self how

long would my brother cry how long my sister wont talk

 how long it would take for my dad to hear about it and

how if i did live would i deal with this but all thought 

left me when i heard the voice of the creator of all that is me and 

all that is everything and now i can be happy and wait for my family

but before im happy i have to ask the lord how could a human be so curel

to have done this to a little girl?