How I Feel

How I feel, I know this isn't just a bad dream or even a part of a bad movie scene, This is devastatingly real.
How I feel, empty and hallow wishing for a better tomorrow but as the days turn into nights I'm still missing your tiny hand holding mine. I look up at the clock knowing that I can never turn back time.
 

How I feel, It's just a pill I can't bare to swallow, how hard all this is for me. I hope and pray you'll never forget I'm your mommy.
 

How I feel, cuts deeper than any two bladed knife just taking my every breath of life all the while watching the last drop of my blood run cold and dry.
 

How I feel, I just want to die.