How long will it hurt

I close my eyes to sleep, and i find myself in another place.
not knowing what to do or say, just letting night turn into day.
i watch my tears fall as another takes its place, for what seems days or nights is only seccounds of time.
It seems so long and that is my fear.
This place i find myself in im wating for the nightmare to end, so when i wake up i can be me again.
But still wondering if its a dream i pay for this crime wich i did not mean.
I watch the world go around me, as i sit helpless and wate for the key to unlock the sadness wich imprisoned me.