How many times?

How many times has he lied to you? How many times he took your love for granted? 
How many times have he beaten you?
When are you going to realize your worth? 
He put you down and treat you like dirt
He keep you grounded so you can’t elevate
He put the blame on you and eventually you believe its true
He build you up to tare you down 
He make you feel like you wearing the crown but really he giving you the run around
Using hands instead of words 
is the new normal
Black and blue is what he believe to be beautiful 
Your pain is his drug 
that keeps him wanting more and more
He takes and takes until there’s nothing left but a sad broken soul
I needed someone to be my guiding light so that i can get out this endless cycle
Dying in the inside but living on the outside 
A lot was weighing down on me until i eventually broke 
How many times?