I am me

I am me who do you want me to be? 
 The man who gets up every morning at 5.30 and scrapes his car down, hands freezing all the while, knowing what his day will bring in the same scenario that pays his wage. 
Am i the lady down the street who clips her hedges and Rose bushes, plants her bulbs year in year out without fail, waiting for the first shoot to push through the ground, so she can stand back and admire her toil and prize only to start it all over again with the new season. 
Am i the girl who has 3 children before she's old enough to ever know who she wants to be, she's a mother now and that's why she only sleeps in the middle of the night before the night ends and her new exhausting day begins again.