I can’t stop writing

I can’t stop writing I think everyday I think all day. It’s not just the thinking but how I process and over analyze my thoughts. My writing is my comfort my thoughts is my joy. At the same time it drives me insane. Some times I want to scream because to write would cause me to think when them thoughts I’m trying to escape. Then it’s the same brain and thinking that make those love and even me. At the end of the day I must accept my good with bad then again is it bad