I cheated

When I close my eyes I never wish to open them,
Coz all I see is a broken world full of lies, eyes full of tears.
I've lost it! 
I've failed to be the man I was supposed to be.
I've hurt the only one who trusted me.

She loved and trusted me, 
but, I broke her trust, I broke her virginity and I broke her heart.
Tell me, what is love?, How do we love? 
How do you control lust and how do you ignore seductive girls- Those born to steal hearts.

I've loved and lost, I've lost the one I loved the most
All because I cheated.
What is love?... fuck love!!
Why do we hurt those we love
Who am I to stand in front of the love magistrate pleeding for justice claiming I'm innocent,
When all I did was injustice to the love culture.

I'm sorry babe I cheated,
Just like you failed to control your anger,
I failed to control my feelings...
How dare I fell for a stranger,
Letting her smile steal my soul.
I never loved her, listen babe I don't even know her full name, but we kissed

Open the door babey it's me,
You loved me I know.
I know I lied but I never meant to
I'm not proud of what I did
Remember our promises
Can they just be washed away by those meaningless kisses_
I shared with her?

Ashlyn Brena

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