I Cried

i cried today

pity ?

no

i cried

and i didnt really

have a reason

i guess my heart hurt

pain

real pain

i cried because

am afriad

as a teen

your life can be so unstable

 when you have a bipolar mom

and  nobodies really there

sometimes

you feel

nobody

has

a care

or at least not one for you

 am afirad of instabilty

not knowing whats next

what ill eat tomorrow

or where i"ll live

thats the past

today i realized

i have to be strong

for myself

that with god

you shall

not worry

its bad for your health

have faith in god and yourself

i smiled today because

i no am not alone

i smiled today

all my worries are gone

and its all beacuse of

a little wisdom

a little knowledge

that

fear is a state of nervousness

and

you see it how you call it