I DIDN'T KNOW
I didn't know anyone was looking for me...
Did you hear the news that Amos died?
No, I didn't know...
He was looking and waiting for you...
I didn't know...
He wanted to tell you himself...
He wanted to thank you for always giving him a better outlook...
For always making him smile...
He had been sick for a long time, but he always felt better when you came around...
He didn't say the things he wanted to say to you when he had the chance...
He felt real bad about it...
He was told not to and that you knew...
Did someone tell her?
No...
We didn't have to...
He said people wait and say things when someone dies, things they should say while they're alive...
She always said that...
Always trying to help me have no regrets...
When I finally had the words to tell her what I wanted to say, I never got to...
Amos, I received your message and Thank you for telling me I'm special in so many ways...
No regrets my friend...
I didn't know you were looking for me...
Carry on my friend...
Hugs...
sparrowsong
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nice poem linda j wright
Hello Linda...
The last time I saw him he was going to visit family and friends...
I didn't know he came back...
Whenever I would ask about him no one had anything...
It wasn't until today which would have been my Mother's Birthday that I found out we both were looking for each other, but neither one of us knew it...
He died around friends, and he wasn't alone...
He was an older gentleman and he had medical problems...
I always told him I thought he was a Cool Cat...
Thank you for your kind comment...
Hugs...
sparrowsong
This is so personal to share Soarrowsong... I know how you feel when it comes to loosing people you love..
i wrote about my mother who went into the hospital on her birthday
January 20th and died on the 31st.. Eight years ago.. I still have the January Blues... It knocks Christmas out of me.. I am the last of her eleven children.. You know what that means.. Lol
you have my deepest condolences for your loss my friends..
much love.
Hello Sis Cherie...
Regrets?
I actually thought he moved or something...
We had a lot of good conversation and laughs...
He wanted to tell me himself but, when we couldn't connect it wasn't anyone's fault...
He had a very weak heart...
The Doctors gave him two years and he lived ten years...
It was really sweet that he wanted me to know that I am special and I helped him a lot...
People who were with him told me he died very peacefully...
Thank you for your kind comment and support!
Love & Hugs
sparrowsong
Hello Wilford...
I'm sorry about your Mom I have read your Love for her...
I have lost a lot of people in my life and it just so happened it was yesterday I found out...
I tried to stay very busy to take my mind off of it being my Mother's Birthday...
God and my Mother when they work together, while it's strange to some people or unbelievable even...
I can't deny all the many times they do things...
At first it was strange for me but I don't expect it and that's the difference...
When people talk about how they don't care about living, if they just hold on their bodies will die...
I have never had anything after someone has killed themselves...
I have had friends who killed themselves, I have never felt their spirit acknowledge me in return...
There are people I talk to and many times, I do a get a response...
My Dad has never come to me in a positive or helpful way so I stopped seeking him...
There was nothing on his Birthday yet again, which is two days before my Mother's...
This year is 14 years since they've died...
People try to convince me that it's just life and death...
I don't think my loved ones listen to them...
?
Thank you for your sweet comment and support my friend!
Hugs...
sparrowsong
Your words touched my soul. Sometimes we do not get to say what we wish to, except in our hearts. I believe those closest to us, can still hear the words in our hearts on the Other Side. Hugs. Jayne
Hello Jayne...
Exactly!
I touched your soul, thank you for such kind words...
The very strange thing for me was that I didn't know him that long and I had no idea how special he thought I was and how our conversations made such an impact for him...
I did look for him to see how he was doing but, I thought he moved back near his family because no one knew where he was or how to get a hold of him and it wasn't until yesterday out of the blue three random people came up to me and said that people have been looking for me...
My first thought was the Police?
I got lost in Texas and ended up on a Toll Road that I didn't know I was on...
I listened to my GPS but, if I tried it on my own who knows where I would've ended up...
But, I got the ticket in the mail and I paid it so that couldn't be it...
It makes me feel good to know that I made a difference...
Thank you very much for your very sweet and kind comment!
Thank you for your support!
Hugs...
sparrowsong
So very powerful
Hello Greg...
Thank you for your kind comment and support my friend!
Hugs...
sparrowsong