I Dont Belong Here

dull
numb
falling down a endless black abyss
tears of death creeping up behind me
lurking in the shadows
the crow of death
picking at my heart
soul
mind
so utterly alone
just want to be held
love of someone who understands me
where do people like me go
I don't belong here
bleeding face
hot yet cold all at once
mask of joy
mask of pain
who am I
what am I
pray to the gods
feast in the halls of the gods
Freya come for me I await your cold clammy hands of death