I dreamt of you before you existed.

Positive

The words I had longed to hear

9 long months and then you ll be here

I loved you long before I knew you existed

Now I rested with my hand gentle on my tummy

I worried and wondered and read all I could find

I could nt understand why anyone whould want to talk about anything else?

Time went slow and you grew and you grew

Swollen feet now and restless nights

I just wanted to hold you with all of my might

Nine months later

Now stood in the hospital filling out forms

Pains shot from my left to my right

Twelve long  hours had  past and tiredness hit

I did not think i could take anymore

"Come on Mother just one more push"

I closed my eyes and saw your sweet face, felt love in my heart and courage from within

Just secounds away from meeting my son

A gentle cry and i knew you are here

Blond wispy hair and an Angles face

Now I had my purpose, my reason, my life

Alone with you for the first time, I cuddle you close and look in your eyes

I promise to love you everyday of your life, to protect you and teach all you need to know and when the time comes to step back and let you go.

Now you reach 20 and the years have past too fast

A handsome young man stands before me

Time to keep the last part of my promise, harder then i thought and not sure i can do it?

You will always be my child my love and my life, but now it is time to let you fly. x