I have my faults

I’m not rich or good looking. 
I don’t have anything to call my own. 
I’m not which you would call a good person. 
I have my faults. 

Sitting here thinking “what did I do to deserve you ?”

I thought I was doing the best I could. 
But it turns out it wasn’t good enough. 
I know I need help. 
I have my faults. 

Sitting here thinking “what did I do to deserve you?”

The pain is overwhelming but brought onto myself. 
The thought of not being with you adds fuel to the pain. 
If I had only gotten the help I needed things would be different. 
I have my faults. 

Sitting here thinking “what can I do to fix this?”

I have my insecurities. 
I have my doubts. 
I don’t have my confidence.
I have my faults 

Sitting here thinking “what do I do to fix this?”

I have my thoughts. 
I don’t know if I have the strength. 
I’ve come to a fork in the road. 
I have my faults. 

Sitting here thinking “what did I do to deserve you?”

We had some good times. 
We had some not so good times. 
My options are limited. 
I have my faults. 

I finally found courage to open up. 
Tried to put my demons to rest. 
As always my timing was off. 
I have my faults. 

Sitting here thinking “what do I do?”