~I hold myself responsible~

I've grown-up and can see
Beyond what could not be

~I hold myself responsible
For the lack of love inside Of you
~ in which was never true

All those years i gave you
Were not to enslave you

~It was my heart that loved
It was you who resented my love

For you never loved that of me

~ i blame myself you see

You wished for life of opportunity
Beyond what could not be

Beyond what i did not see
your resentment and hatred
~Towards that of me
For everything that you did see

A world beyond
~what i could not be

I hold myself responsible
For the love inside of me

Towards that of you
~ in which was always true

Beyond what you could not see
~Beyond your lost opportunity.

Nardine Sanderson 14/04/2015.