I Hurt!!!

As I lay here with tears running down my face

Angry and defeated I dare not show my face

Sad depressed enough for the whole human race

I give up I can’t take this constant pounding no more devil lady you win

Stop knocking at my door soon very soon you wont have to see my face

I’m cold  its freezing I haven’t eaten since yesterday……

 my world so filled with broken promises, swearing you would protect me, asking me to trust you and believe

 in you how can I when you insist on looking the other way, never listening to a word I say.

Here I am broken and bleeding and it kills me to look at your face, the hits I can take the constant swearing and getting in my face the lies I can face but no I cannot bare to see the look on your face.

 Guilt-ridden my suffering already something you have come to terms with when I could have stood up fight back one look o at your face and I am back down on the ground.

you were suppose to fight for me,

 give it your all in protecting me,

 and keep me safe,

  instead you brought me here and left me in this place where I know nothing

 defeat its all that I face.