I KNOW

          I know my Lord God from up above made me with His hands and unconditional love.I know i was born for many of reasons, That I am someone who has survived many of seasons.I know i am an addict and cant turn my back on addiction. I know the moment I do, It will consume me. And no matter how much I plead to release me, It wont listen. I know addiction is the reason I did all the bad things I use to do, And It would of never happened If I wasn't using. And for it there's nothing I wouldn't do. 

        I know that's a place I can never go back, And to return there would be the death of me, And that's a fact. I know I can't trust addiction, And should always put God 1st place. And by doing so I will never stay down when I fall on my face. I know addiction is behind me and Is always there to stay. As long as I put God in front fighting my battles each and everyday. 

       I know my Lord will protect me and keep me safe,give me strength I need when I have to come up against my addiction face to face. I know I am ready to fight my addiction for my life, Because My Lord who created me Is forever standing by my side. I know an addict Isn't what my Lord created me to be, So I'll become by the grace of God someone addiction free.